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Monday, June 25, 2012


If you'll watch over me, I'll watch over you. We've got each other through thick & thin, no one can put us asunder.

We'll stick it out till the end cos that's the way our love goes.

I'm done with all this cynicism. So what if I'm the only one?

I believe, I believe and I'll make you a believer yet .

If you let me.

If I have most fancy things, fame and as much fortune as I can muster but have not LOVE then I'm nothing...

I don't have all these fancy things, but I'm fortunate than most because I have LOVE. , I know LOVE.

I've got you!

Stick by me and you'll see; it just keeps getting better...

Sincerely in-love, mushy and proud of it,


Monday, June 18, 2012


When you can't get someone out of your system, the best lie you tell yourself is "it's over"! But it's never really over until you confess the truth, "I love you but you've done some really hurtful things to me. It's gonna take a bit of time but I'll heal. I won't die, my heart won't quit beating in fact, I do believe I've still got a lot of LOVE in me to share."

Hold Up! How about when we get into this whole routine of checking to see if they've remembered to call/text or keep our phones within reach just in case they change their minds....Hmmm.

"I'll continue to love you, for love never ends, it's just the intensity that slowly fades away... I'll move on and I choose happiness as my state of mind. I'm proud of myself- I came, I saw and I loved. Now I choose to let go."

Sounds too cheesy? Well then, take a look at these eight easy steps on how to let go!

  • Listen to a bunch of broody songs, mostly John Mayer (I think he's been through a whole lot of bad relationships) .
  • Eat lots of Cookies, you can vary the pastry, but trust me it has this amazing effect for two minutes or so , you'll actually believe everything is right again in your world..
  • Chocolate! enough said.
  • Read sad, sad stories.
  • Tell everyone within earshot how the guy/girl was a looser and it was all their fault. how dare they do this to you huh?
  • Now after all that binging you're seriously gonna chill on the couch and watch more sad, mushy movies (not forgetting the seriously overrated flick 'He's not that into you') ? Ok cool, I'll give you that one
  • Now, stop Mopping, get out and get a life!
  • Time to loose those pounds and rediscover the hotter new you then dress yourself for two: for you & someone new, work it!
See, it's never that hard. Try it & see if you won't be walking around with a smile in two weeks max.
 "And you", asks a fan, "have you tried this time tested formula?" Of course NOT silly! Don't have to. I've got a good thing going, he's the man I've been writing all those hot love songs for, this is just to help out all y'all hopeless lovers out there! Oh, and buy my music.. xoxo

(This post was not officially endorsed by Ziki music.)

Monday, June 11, 2012

Fly Away (Acoustic version)

Listen up-
My song FLY AWAY; the acoustic version:

Friday, June 1, 2012


I fell off the wagon last night.
It was intentional but since I couldn't muster the strength to overcome the temptation then in my defense I'll just say it was unintentional.
Or perhaps claim temporary insanity, I don't want to do the time.
However to my credit of course, I premeditated it, for a day or two. A lot of 'thought' went into it.
Ha! Who I'm I kidding? I wanted it, BAD.
I wanted to crash land, I couldn't stand the suspense, the pain in my stomach like someone had punched me repeatedly and ran off.
The only witness present was me.

Surprisingly, I'd overcome the withdrawal symptoms longer than I'd anticipated, I was actually doing alright.

I even had some sedatives on standby, my plan to sobriety was perfect.
I know by now you think you've figured out my addiction, but hold that thought.

The problem with fighting the good fight is you eventually start giving in, after-all, everyone has a thorn in their flesh to contend with right?
I'm no exception except when I choose to be of course.

Now I'm justifying it.
I think I like it.
It's a part of me now and I don't want to loose it.
I relish the moments when I'm sucked into that big ,black hole pulling me in to a destination unknown.

I fell off the wagon with a big thud, guduf!
Touch, feel, scent, will too strong not strong enough, warmth, sweet nothings....
You've grieved me in so many ways, changed me in so many ways, twists and turns never before done, this endless dance that I cannot understand.

Perhaps I'll dust myself off and start from scratch;
or maybe I'll have one more run, who knows, it might just turn out to be fun!