Go!Go!It's your birthday!

Wow the big 2_ is here!!at least i can still say twenty-something....but am no longer afraid of aging .actually since i gave birth,I've been feeling(and looking)younger.Thank You lord for all that i am.i trust You with my life,my every breath.....
What will i remember most about this past year?hmmmm...let's see....gazillions of comfort food when i screwed up (which was like hundreds of times),tears of joy when Cella;my lovely angel took her first steps,tears of sadness when her father wasn't there to see her,her first words-beautiful music to my ears and great opportunities that found me and missed me.ha.....i'll miss you 2009.
Thank You Father for all that You've done for me.loving me even when i was too foolish to see it.thank You Mum and Dad for all your love and support.Thank you sisters and kid brother for the truth,the laughter and your love and support
Finally,Thank you Cella,my pride and joy.i love you sooooooooo much.I thank God for you.YOU ARE PRECIOUS!!!!
And if you spoke the truth,bailed me out when i was stuck in a rut,kept me grounded and loved me as i am (and appreciated my love and time),this is for you too!thank you.you are friend indeed.
HERE'S TO GROWING UP AND LOVING IT....I AM LIKE WINE,I GET BETTER WITH TIME HA!

MASTERMINDS Part 1.

Every being must question the science behind their doctrine
believe in a creed
declared supreme
enclosed within high walls
laying watch for white smoke
from the the strategic chimney
signs of the end times.

Every being
has a song to sing
an idea to bring
solutions for the great masses
even if we might not live to see
the end to disease,greed and interference from overseas
we still insist
a better world we must see.

YO,Am Alive!

Expression has the power to free the mind from oppression and objections which only seek to suppress the truth.

And this truth,created to release me from the yokes of darkness and ignorance, threatens to overwhelm me at my best.
I refuse to let go.
I refuse to sink into those things that i so loathe.
I refuse to become my mistakes
My past does not define who i am
Hallo new day!!!!!!!!!!!!
.

Laying out this lines for you.

these are words to express what i feel for you.
words yearning for escape through the tones of the womb
yet i humbly suppress the urge to kiss and foretell,
i choose my pen.

i love you like am the first child to come into the heart of a first time mother.
i want all your attention,to suck from the sweet nectar of your affections,
uninhibited.

i love you though am scared you'll back away and leave me hanging like a fool.

I've acted the fool,ballooned with righteous food
only to loose the only thing i always suspected was true.

i love you sweets,you who blew me to the roof,loved and left me bruised,
i forgave and looked past the two to see the inner you,
the stuff that really matters,
all i can do is be real with you.
will you too?

Up,Up And Away!!

Yup that's me today,no longer wallowing in self pity and ardent thoughts of self destruction.I embarked on a deliciously amazing journey today...Today.The beginning of a new path as i deliberately and determinedly depart from the past.You know like in that soulful Dionne Farris track(from the Love Jones soundtrack) Hopeless?here are the lyrics to the first verse at least.Hope you feel it.

"hallo morning/when does the fun begin/goodbye morning/sorry it had to end/you see i cry just a little too long/now it's time for me to be strong/hallo morning/sure missed you last night/goodbye morning/you just won't do me right/you see i stay just a little too long/and now it's time for me to move on...

Yup.am finally up and away i fly!!whoa!Won't you join me....

THE DAY DREAMER....

I have cherished dreams.
Filled with the ice cream musings of days gone by and a beautiful constellation in the night time.
Ah!such starry nights!!

Behold the amazing wonders
Sunny on some good days then blown away by midnight.
Oh my dreams!sigh!!
They never cease.